Opened my Eyes

You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil
Could you be an angel

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say be afraid
You're not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don't understand you

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light


Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch are foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Your so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes

Skadoosh

It's been a long while until the fighter inside me has surfaced to conquer my challenges. I haven't had any bad days in quite some time when it comes to challenging days and emotions. I may not be personally affected but when it comes to my child, my husband, my best friend, etc...they're lives are within myself to an extent. Their challenges are mine too, their tears are shared, frustration is mutual. So when I'm driving home today and I turn on 102.5 or 103.5 looking for some old jams to make me feel better you know something is wrong! LMAO!! My everyday country jams are feel good music. It's not a I'm pumped up and country music matches it. If I'm mad or riled up it's either old school rap or rock. 98.5 was a commercial so.... my rap won. And when I'm in a funk the music is LOUD. I realized today that one of the reasons why I don't like working in Elk Grove is because I don't have a commute. That commute is a part of my sanity!! It's the only ME time I get!! I haven't had it for 2 months now and it's definitely something I want back!! I can't function with out my music time. Forget me time I need time to browse the radio, listen to a CD, and DRIVE! If the only time I can get that is on the way to work SO BE IT. Now I realize I don't mind commuting one bit. It's a piece of me that stimulates the soul. LOL. I had it back today and I am so thankful for that 30min ea way. It's a perfect amount of time. Now Im going to dive into my brother's music collection and start burning some CD's! After I finish cleaning up some of the house. At least I've started! I've put it off almost all week!

On another note my honey bought me a new BBQ! What what!?! Oh yes I'ma be a grillin machine!!!!! So happy I love to bbq =) just in time for summer! Now all I need is new patio furniture!!! =)

One word

Ok Ashley I'ma try it...

1. Where is your cell phone?
desk
2. Your most significant other?
working
3. Your hair?
up
4. Your mother?
home
5. Your Father?
home
6. Your favorite?
Jayden
7. Your dream last night?
CRAZY
8. Your favorite drink?
Snapple Tea
9. Your dream/goal?
skinny
10. What room you are in?
Living
11. Your hobby?
Family
12. Your fear?
Fire
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
homeowner
14. Where were you last night?
Venting
15. Something that you aren't?
Weak
16. Muffins?
blueberry
17. Wish list item?
VACATION
18. Where you grew up?
elk grove
19. Last thing you did?
bedtime
20. What are you wearing?
work
21. Your TV?
off
22. Your pets?
2
23. Friends?
Distant
24. Your life?
Perfection
25. Your mood?
Fiesty!
26. Missing someone?
Always
27. One place that I go to over and over?
SD (San Diego)
28. Something you want?
Unobtainable
29. Your favorite store?
target
30. Your favorite color?
Green