I really really really really wish I could stay home with my baby until at least Kindergarten. LOL. Get real? Ok the 1st year? I'm so so so sad about having to get back into the grind I just don't want to leave my baby! It seriously makes me want to cry. I love him so much. How do working moms do it? And all you stay at home moms are SO FREAKING LUCKY YOU HAVE NO CLUE! Man I wish I could be a stay at home mommy. ugh. Oh well, it is what it is.
On another sad note, my FAVORITE down comforter that I have had for 10yrs now has a tear! I have no idea how that even happened! Therefore, I'm blaming it on my cats. lol. Seriously, a tear like an "L" shape, how in the world?? Not like my toe poked a hole.
Bright side? Tomorrow's date night at the IMAX theater Toy Story 3 in 3D! WAHOO!
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Tid bits
I got a new phone, HTC HD2!! I am loving it!! Gotta figure everything out again but mainly got it so I can take better pictures and VIDEO of Jayden!! =)
Father's Day is coming up and I can't wait to give Dj his present! hehe. It's a very thoughtful gift and he better like it! LOL
Going to see Mindi this weekend! YAY Another roadtrip!
Date night on Saturday! Toy Story 3 at the IMAX in 3D YAY
Tomorrow is Friday!! TGIF!!!
Father's Day is coming up and I can't wait to give Dj his present! hehe. It's a very thoughtful gift and he better like it! LOL
Going to see Mindi this weekend! YAY Another roadtrip!
Date night on Saturday! Toy Story 3 at the IMAX in 3D YAY
Tomorrow is Friday!! TGIF!!!
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Troubled Heart
I don't know why (kinda do) but I've been a little sad on the friend front. I love my life and it's definitely has a perfect view, yet I find myself lonely. Being home with Jayden has been the best experience ever and I wouldn't trade it for the world, yet I don't have many girlfriends to call up and go hang out with. Yes, I just went out on a date with an old friend, but that hasn't happened in a looooong time. I can't even remember the last time we hung out.
My best friend lives in San Diego, and my other two good friends are also in San Diego and Palmdale.
Brieanna has her cousin visiting so I don't want to bother her with calling her like I have been for the past several weeks. It's almost a ritual & routine we created by texting each other good morning when we wake up. Sharing a cup of coffee over the phone, calling each other later in the morning/afternoon as I listen to the twins babble and talk like big girls (they're 2). Then again in the late afternoon/evening and saying goodnight before we go to bed. I miss that, not only because it kept me company but because I miss her so much. I want to talk to her but I also feel like I have nothing to say other than the news of Jayden. So with her cousin visiting for 3 weeks I don't call. I try not to text, knowing she is busy doing her own thing. I'll be going back to work soon and I'm sure I will speak to her less as well. God I don't want to go back to work.
Roseanna works nights and has a different schedule, I'm used to not talking to her frequently it's kind of the norm when she moves away although we speak sparatically we pick up right where we left off when she left, and I'm ok with that.
Julianna and I keep in touch from time to time even when she was still downtown. We just have our own lives. We both enjoy spending our time as we prefer to. Which she was the bar type and I'm over that scene. I know she was more homebound when she still lived here yet I didn't take the opportunity when it was available. She's much more social and I, we enjoy the same things yet I'm always second guessing the concert in the park, time at the river, brewfest type of things (even though I enjoy myself when I go I have kind have grooved myself into more low key events).
Not to mention my lil sis Tess being in Washington, boo!
I love them all very much, it sucks having my first baby and not being able to share him with my best friends.
I miss them all very much.
My best friend lives in San Diego, and my other two good friends are also in San Diego and Palmdale.
Brieanna has her cousin visiting so I don't want to bother her with calling her like I have been for the past several weeks. It's almost a ritual & routine we created by texting each other good morning when we wake up. Sharing a cup of coffee over the phone, calling each other later in the morning/afternoon as I listen to the twins babble and talk like big girls (they're 2). Then again in the late afternoon/evening and saying goodnight before we go to bed. I miss that, not only because it kept me company but because I miss her so much. I want to talk to her but I also feel like I have nothing to say other than the news of Jayden. So with her cousin visiting for 3 weeks I don't call. I try not to text, knowing she is busy doing her own thing. I'll be going back to work soon and I'm sure I will speak to her less as well. God I don't want to go back to work.
Roseanna works nights and has a different schedule, I'm used to not talking to her frequently it's kind of the norm when she moves away although we speak sparatically we pick up right where we left off when she left, and I'm ok with that.
Julianna and I keep in touch from time to time even when she was still downtown. We just have our own lives. We both enjoy spending our time as we prefer to. Which she was the bar type and I'm over that scene. I know she was more homebound when she still lived here yet I didn't take the opportunity when it was available. She's much more social and I, we enjoy the same things yet I'm always second guessing the concert in the park, time at the river, brewfest type of things (even though I enjoy myself when I go I have kind have grooved myself into more low key events).
Not to mention my lil sis Tess being in Washington, boo!
I love them all very much, it sucks having my first baby and not being able to share him with my best friends.
I miss them all very much.
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