1st Perfect Summer Memory

Today wasn't much of anything exciting, yet it was in the end the perfect day.

Jayden and I went to the Farmer's Market downtown and got some yummy fruits and mommy bought herself some pretty flowers.

Daddy worked on his pop up tent trailer while Jayden helped. He LOVES to be in the garage with Daddy. Oh my is he going to be quite the little helper soon enough.

After his 2nd nap we went back out front to hang out with Daddy. Put some water in his new toys and he had a ball!! The diaper soon came off...we'll be sure to start in the backyard next time. LOL

New toys!

We even were able to bring them into the bath tub and for the 1st time in 7 mo Jayden didn't cry while taking a bath by himself!!!!!!!!!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!

If you only knew

If you only knew your bitchy ass text sent me into tears. If you only knew I've been hurt by your actions for months. If you only knew how much I truly needed a friend. If you only knew how upset I've really been the past several months. If you only took the time to listen. If only you took the time to ask. If only you took the time to understand.

Lately it feels like it's been all about you. About your life. About your feelings. About your busy schedule. About, about, about. I get it. I really do. I too have been on the other side. Burned someone I loved and learned my lesson. Maybe this is my turn to be burned. If so, I've had enough.

Time to redirect. I've found someone else. More than one, and I'll continue to find more and more. Keeping my guard up because of course, in life, the people you love the most disappoint you. I get it, I get it. Lesson learned. In more ways then one.

Cryin' For Me (Wayman's Song)

Doesn't even have to be about death does it....

Tim McGraw - Please Remember Me

I can't believe I either have truly forgotten about this song or I don't remember ever hearing it before!! Now this speaks straight to the heart....doesn't it?

Frustrated!

Do you ever feel like a friendship is one sided? That YOU are always the one reaching out? YOU are always saying "hello" or asking to hang out? Even AFTER you've already said something over 2 weeks ago?! CLEARLY said something! Well I've been here before but now it's a double whammy. It's BS really and I'm going to quit and direct my attention else where. Like the GYM! LOL

Done for now!

Haircut

I got a new do & love it!!

Love the layers~
Sassy, sexy & flirty!! Love it!

Craig Campbell - "Family Man" Official Music Video

Tears to my eyes. Pretty soon that will be me holding a newborn again and having a toddler run and play in the yard. =)

Sara Evans - I Could Not Ask For More

Don't get it twisted...this is REAL

Remember by Disturbed (lyrics)

Wow! Another old favorite from yearssss ago & it's so crazy how lyrics change in meaning over time.

Crossfade - So far away

Funny how I've always loved this song yet the lyrics become more relevant as time passes...

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

This song is so powerful & they made quite the video. Her voice is what attracted me to the song but the more I listened the more I fell in love with it.

Martina McBride - Anyway

One of my all time favorites!

Kid Rock - Picture ft. Sheryl Crow [Official Video]

Opened my Eyes

You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil
Could you be an angel

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say be afraid
You're not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don't understand you

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light


Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch are foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Your so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes

Skadoosh

It's been a long while until the fighter inside me has surfaced to conquer my challenges. I haven't had any bad days in quite some time when it comes to challenging days and emotions. I may not be personally affected but when it comes to my child, my husband, my best friend, etc...they're lives are within myself to an extent. Their challenges are mine too, their tears are shared, frustration is mutual. So when I'm driving home today and I turn on 102.5 or 103.5 looking for some old jams to make me feel better you know something is wrong! LMAO!! My everyday country jams are feel good music. It's not a I'm pumped up and country music matches it. If I'm mad or riled up it's either old school rap or rock. 98.5 was a commercial so.... my rap won. And when I'm in a funk the music is LOUD. I realized today that one of the reasons why I don't like working in Elk Grove is because I don't have a commute. That commute is a part of my sanity!! It's the only ME time I get!! I haven't had it for 2 months now and it's definitely something I want back!! I can't function with out my music time. Forget me time I need time to browse the radio, listen to a CD, and DRIVE! If the only time I can get that is on the way to work SO BE IT. Now I realize I don't mind commuting one bit. It's a piece of me that stimulates the soul. LOL. I had it back today and I am so thankful for that 30min ea way. It's a perfect amount of time. Now Im going to dive into my brother's music collection and start burning some CD's! After I finish cleaning up some of the house. At least I've started! I've put it off almost all week!

On another note my honey bought me a new BBQ! What what!?! Oh yes I'ma be a grillin machine!!!!! So happy I love to bbq =) just in time for summer! Now all I need is new patio furniture!!! =)

One word

Ok Ashley I'ma try it...

1. Where is your cell phone?
desk
2. Your most significant other?
working
3. Your hair?
up
4. Your mother?
home
5. Your Father?
home
6. Your favorite?
Jayden
7. Your dream last night?
CRAZY
8. Your favorite drink?
Snapple Tea
9. Your dream/goal?
skinny
10. What room you are in?
Living
11. Your hobby?
Family
12. Your fear?
Fire
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
homeowner
14. Where were you last night?
Venting
15. Something that you aren't?
Weak
16. Muffins?
blueberry
17. Wish list item?
VACATION
18. Where you grew up?
elk grove
19. Last thing you did?
bedtime
20. What are you wearing?
work
21. Your TV?
off
22. Your pets?
2
23. Friends?
Distant
24. Your life?
Perfection
25. Your mood?
Fiesty!
26. Missing someone?
Always
27. One place that I go to over and over?
SD (San Diego)
28. Something you want?
Unobtainable
29. Your favorite store?
target
30. Your favorite color?
Green