Friday, June 24, 2011

If you only knew

If you only knew your bitchy ass text sent me into tears. If you only knew I've been hurt by your actions for months. If you only knew how much I truly needed a friend. If you only knew how upset I've really been the past several months. If you only took the time to listen. If only you took the time to ask. If only you took the time to understand.

Lately it feels like it's been all about you. About your life. About your feelings. About your busy schedule. About, about, about. I get it. I really do. I too have been on the other side. Burned someone I loved and learned my lesson. Maybe this is my turn to be burned. If so, I've had enough.

Time to redirect. I've found someone else. More than one, and I'll continue to find more and more. Keeping my guard up because of course, in life, the people you love the most disappoint you. I get it, I get it. Lesson learned. In more ways then one.

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